The Start of my Breakeven

break-e-ven [breyk-ee-vuhn]having income exactly equal to expenditure, thus showing neither profit nor loss.


The definition of the word, "breakeven" is not moving nor special. Its simply is the result of neither profit or loss. That's good right? Wouldn't you rather breakeven than lose? I did not pick breakeven as my title because of anything of its defintion. I picked breakeven because. It's on of my favorite songs. Lame. I know. I used to listen to the lyrics. They were sung by a heart broken man. That would never be me. A couple moths later. I would came to screeching halt. Now that broken-hearted man was me. No, I was not a man, but I was equally heart broken. I didn't go through a bad break up or anything of the sort. My grandma died. I don't want your pity nor your condolences. 

Breakeven-By the Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing 
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

Her best days were some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

Oh, you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and honour to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break...
No, it don't break
No, it don't break even, no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
(Oh glad you're okay now)
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
(Oh I'm falling, falling)
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even no
Oh, it don't break even no
Oh, it don't break even no